insomnia and hard towers

Bastos. I know what you're thinking. :P

I know my blog's been pretty quiet lately... It's just that I've had a lot on my mind. The magazine I'm editing is due pretty soon... and I've kinda had to reschedule the cover shoot, um, 4 TIMES. Not that I'm complaining. I love our cover girl - she's super nice. I guess I just feel like an idiot for NOT hiring an assitant. Would've made my job MUCH easier.

On even duller stuff... Nothing much has been happening here. Yeah, Reg left but I'd rather not dwell lest I get all depressed... Oh, I've decided to be a hermit again. Just for a month or so, to clear my head.

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Yesterday was supposed to be mine and Puffy's 7th(?) anniversary. For the first time in 7 years, neither of us greeted the other. It was bound to happen sometime. :) I guess it's a little bittersweet, knowing how different our lives have become, and looking back can get a little weird. I had coffee with Squishy Cheeks the other day and he's still surprised at how Puffy and I keep in touch. And he warned me about keeping boundaries. But Puffy and I have always had a weird relationship, the kind that nobody understood, and it's quite sad how things have taken a weird turn as of late. I never meant for things to get uncomfy. I suppose I'm a little guilty for creating a situation that would lead to that. Haay....

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Reg and I had the weirdest conversation this morning. It was about my non-existent love life. I swear, I was laughing at 4am. Hahaha. How bizarre. Miss you.

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The last entry on my totally chaotic post? Someone sent me a letter. It was supposed to be Heart Tower. Not HARD TOWER. I don't know. Sounded a little kinky to me.

Hey, I told you I'm not thinking straight. :P